The one

Aiming higher isn't always easy. You have to put a stop sign in your mind and remember that some things take time. I learned that today. Well, not only today, but I've been learning that since I moved to London. I want to achieve so many things, I want to see so much, I want to become a lot more than I am and most of all, I don't wanna fail. I don't wanna end up as a business woman/wife/mom who had the dream of seeing the world and didn't make it. I don't want to end up like those bitter old women that shout at children to get off their lawn. I want to be the cool auntie, the amazing daughter, the adventurous friend, the romantic and sensual partner. I want to be the one for someone. I'm not saying I want to be the President of the United States or something, I'm just saying that I wanna matter. To someone, anyone, it doesn't matter. I just wanna achieve something important, I want to achieve my dreams, I want to be the best "me" that I can. How am I going to do it? I thought I'd be happy to move to London and don't get me wrong, I am. But it's not enough. I want more, I always want more. Is it good? Bad? I don't know, but I'll always aim for more. Whatever that means.